Post by darkb4lightt on Apr 22, 2006 9:41:40 GMT -5
OK, where to begin?? Sarah and Psychofreak know my story, but for those who don't, I'll tell it here.
I'm 27. I'm seperated from my husband (if you coudl ever have called him that) and there is no chance of reconcilliation. I'm looking for a man. So anyway, about a month or so ago, I went out to a bar all by my lonesome, met a guy and we had fun. He's 45.
I'm a little weirded out by this because I've never been with an older man-never hung out with one, never had a relationship with one, I don't know how to act.
At the bar, we were all over eachother-not in the sexual sense, really. I just mean that we were holding hands and I sat on his lap a time or two. When we went back to his place, he kept putting his arm around me and then when he dropped me off at my car the next morning, he hugged me.
The kicker is this all felt like it was supposed to happen. At the bar, I thought it was the fact that we were both drunk off our asses. But when the morning came and he came into the livingroom (like a dork, I slept on his couch and made him sleep with his buddy who we had to go and get not long after we got to his house) and hugged me good morning, kissed my cheek, it felt right.
I can see myself hanging with him. Maybe even going a little further than that, I really don't know. I'm trying my d**nedest to hook up with him again this weekend if he's free, but on top of the other emails he's sent me about that night (read my yahoo 360 blog if you don't know what I mean), he hasn't emailed me back about whether or not he's free to go out this weekend.
I think I remember where he lives and I was thinking about going by to see if he was home before I went to the bar. Is that too stalker ish? I don't know what to do, I don't know how I can deal with the age thing if this ever gets off the ground and to the point where we'll be seeing eachother.
Any suggestions?
I'm 27. I'm seperated from my husband (if you coudl ever have called him that) and there is no chance of reconcilliation. I'm looking for a man. So anyway, about a month or so ago, I went out to a bar all by my lonesome, met a guy and we had fun. He's 45.
I'm a little weirded out by this because I've never been with an older man-never hung out with one, never had a relationship with one, I don't know how to act.
At the bar, we were all over eachother-not in the sexual sense, really. I just mean that we were holding hands and I sat on his lap a time or two. When we went back to his place, he kept putting his arm around me and then when he dropped me off at my car the next morning, he hugged me.
The kicker is this all felt like it was supposed to happen. At the bar, I thought it was the fact that we were both drunk off our asses. But when the morning came and he came into the livingroom (like a dork, I slept on his couch and made him sleep with his buddy who we had to go and get not long after we got to his house) and hugged me good morning, kissed my cheek, it felt right.
I can see myself hanging with him. Maybe even going a little further than that, I really don't know. I'm trying my d**nedest to hook up with him again this weekend if he's free, but on top of the other emails he's sent me about that night (read my yahoo 360 blog if you don't know what I mean), he hasn't emailed me back about whether or not he's free to go out this weekend.
I think I remember where he lives and I was thinking about going by to see if he was home before I went to the bar. Is that too stalker ish? I don't know what to do, I don't know how I can deal with the age thing if this ever gets off the ground and to the point where we'll be seeing eachother.
Any suggestions?