Post by fatalheart on Jun 14, 2006 14:03:45 GMT -5
;D Hihi!! okay...dis is gonna be a REALLY long story...*hopes no one else reads it*
okay...so i met dis really nice fren last year. her name is May Yi.. we study in the same class. and we sit beside each other. we sorta talk bout lotsa stuff. N i felt really close to her. but she doesn't really think of me as a good fren...juz as someone who is easy to ask out to accompany her. whenever i see her closer to her other frens i got jealous. Den wen my other classmates see me jealous...and act so close to her..dey started spreading dis rumour bout me bein lesbian. but May Yi didn't really bother bout it at first.
Den i started getting more jealous bcuz wen her older fren got to recess with us she kinda treated me like a slave...buying food for her and then she leaves me all alone. My other frens den told her that i am getting jealous n acting like a lesbian. Den she starts avoiding me.
I realised somethin wuz rong so i asked her wat did i do....den she said dat it was somethin i said online dat made her angry. Seriously...i dun remember wat i said. Den she said i make a big deal out of small matters. and den i was so afraid that she would stop being my fren. I tried many times to approach her n tell her how sorry i was. but she juz keeps ignoring and ignoring me.
My other frens helped me to talk to her too. but she juz keeps hating me more and more. It went on and on for months.Then I ask a fren of mine to ask her what is it that she hates so much about me..she answered "Everything" and i juz broke down and cried. She juz walked past me smiling...looking at me cry.....
And den i heard dat she started gossiping bout me really being a lesbian and all.....I felt so upset.. I couldn't concentrate in class...i couldn't even be happy...it juz hits me....
And dis year i migrated to another country. after 5 months of not seeing me....i expected her to be cold n all...but really hoped dat she would say hi or somethin. but she didn say anything. She avoided me and she started acting weird....like running away....i dunno is it bcuz of me or something else...i'm juz very frustrated that i cannot kicked this memory aside.
;D Sorry if di story is sooooooo long.....its 1 year after all......>.<
okay...so i met dis really nice fren last year. her name is May Yi.. we study in the same class. and we sit beside each other. we sorta talk bout lotsa stuff. N i felt really close to her. but she doesn't really think of me as a good fren...juz as someone who is easy to ask out to accompany her. whenever i see her closer to her other frens i got jealous. Den wen my other classmates see me jealous...and act so close to her..dey started spreading dis rumour bout me bein lesbian. but May Yi didn't really bother bout it at first.
Den i started getting more jealous bcuz wen her older fren got to recess with us she kinda treated me like a slave...buying food for her and then she leaves me all alone. My other frens den told her that i am getting jealous n acting like a lesbian. Den she starts avoiding me.
I realised somethin wuz rong so i asked her wat did i do....den she said dat it was somethin i said online dat made her angry. Seriously...i dun remember wat i said. Den she said i make a big deal out of small matters. and den i was so afraid that she would stop being my fren. I tried many times to approach her n tell her how sorry i was. but she juz keeps ignoring and ignoring me.
My other frens helped me to talk to her too. but she juz keeps hating me more and more. It went on and on for months.Then I ask a fren of mine to ask her what is it that she hates so much about me..she answered "Everything" and i juz broke down and cried. She juz walked past me smiling...looking at me cry.....
And den i heard dat she started gossiping bout me really being a lesbian and all.....I felt so upset.. I couldn't concentrate in class...i couldn't even be happy...it juz hits me....
And dis year i migrated to another country. after 5 months of not seeing me....i expected her to be cold n all...but really hoped dat she would say hi or somethin. but she didn say anything. She avoided me and she started acting weird....like running away....i dunno is it bcuz of me or something else...i'm juz very frustrated that i cannot kicked this memory aside.
;D Sorry if di story is sooooooo long.....its 1 year after all......>.<